icefire

I am the Chef of Life

2008-01-08T14:47:00.004+08:00

I cook whats best for sum1 with a bleeding heart
My condiments and spices are all first class
Ingredients mixed by these happy hands
A dash of song, blended with chants

I cook whats best for sum1 who is lost
My recipes are just right for the confused
My laddles are magicical, my spells are wondrous
My oven is auto-timed..oh so marvelous!

I cook whats best for a sum1 who is bad
It can turn u pale, it can turn u sad
So better be good, before u get poisoned
And end up rotten, till death u will puke.

I cook whats best for those who are hypocrite
I'll grill you forever, in furnace they call hell
If its attention you want, then forget it
For life is not made for praising hypocrites!

I cook whats best for sum1 who is kind
Friendship and trust, all these will bind
All the help extended, are all in my book
Will be read by thousands, they follow what i cook!

My BestFriend, My Lover, My Husband

2008-01-08T14:46:00.001+08:00

a lot of words to say, time is always eternal
we laugh, we argue, and always end the day with a smile
love was never a question, both are always seen and felt
each second spent with you, was never a dull moment

your soft kisses, though mostly stolen, brings unending surprises
your gentle touch is more than enough to calm down my nerves
your voice, can simply put me to sleep and get some rest
after a day of stressful work, healing a heart in pain...

i love you when there is no more reason to love
i just love you...just that.

The Most Stupid Stupid Person I Stupidly know

2008-01-08T14:09:00.001+08:00

At first glance, he looks like an ordinary person
Casually dressed, for a man from the moon
A nobody in the crowd as he stood in the room
All it takes is silence, then he gets ur attention.

He cracks his joke, when everyone is upset
He was like a geek with a hole in his head
He pretends he can sing with a band
But the drummer had just kicked his ass!

His happiness was to make everyone laugh
Even though that laugh was meant for him, ughh!
He dances with a rap, when the song was a jazz
He talks with nonsense, a terrible fuss...

One day, he was sitting all alone
Sad face, tears had flown
"What's the matter young man?"
He just answered with a frown.

I was about to leave, he held my hand
"My girl, she left me, I coundn't stand"
I sat back beside him and asked why
Silence again.... then again he cry...

"Today is her birthday, I send her roses
And because of this, she says its the end!"
He gave me the flowers, and left right away
Damn, who will be happy anyway!

The roses that he gave were all dead and wilted
I don't know if I will laugh or will cry in the end
His girl did not read the note just above
It says "These flowers will be me, without you my love!"

Sweet November

2008-01-02T15:20:00.002+08:00

Your kisses were soft, as it touches my lips
Hands embraced as we both fell asleep
Your smile, your gaze, your laugh, your voice
Makes November the sweetest of all!

Life has been so amazing each day
And surprises do come magically
We dont care the hell about anything
We are happy with each other,
the most important thing!

Love they say is so complicated
Orgasmic heights can get u wasted
Spellbound magic, elevates the heart
I am just so in love, thats for a start!

It is barely a month, seems like a decade
Cupids arrows, stars were witnesses
Did u ever think, we came from the past?
To fulfill the love, forever it will last!

The Warrior

2008-01-02T15:17:00.001+08:00

the silver hands of time
wound not once but twice
the sword he took was mine
which ended a thousand lives....

the battle has began
the wrath was spread to everyone
water turned poison
death to the dying man....

a child raised from anger
knows only nothing but chaos
the hell he cares.....
destruction was his friend

the son of light, he was destined to be
but never did he knew, fate was vague to see
he raised his sword of death
not to kill the last being, but to perish himself

for he knows, the anger he have can never be the light
the hatred he have inside can never be suspended
for what he is worth, he aint got no choice
but for what he did, dying for the sake of death

will make peace reign forever....

Scary Halloween!!!

2008-01-02T15:15:00.002+08:00

we fall in love again when everyone turns to witches!
halloween..... what a day...... lots of twitches.....
this was just supposed to be an ordinary chit chat day
just saying hi and whatever comes our way...

never knew we would ever come to this point
who started it anyway? u or me?
yeah... yeah... u'll point it again to me
and will always answer "i am innocent, u see?"

u kept me again imprisoned
this ergo chair is kinda doomed
smoke starting out, friction of my butt
trying to keep awake as we talk ^^

what the hell had i been to?
12hrs with you, 9 hours work too
3 hours of sleep? darn...
are u for now, the real man?

scares me to death on what u'll do next
trick or treat - i dont care
i am but a child, in your doorstep
asking for candies and nothing else ^^

the promise

2008-01-02T15:14:00.003+08:00

you had given me death,
and death so be it
helplessly able to twist fate
dreams had ended...

i have no space for hate anymore
i have no room for more arguments
i will not ask you any "why"
instead "are u true to what u said?"

- my name on ur heart?
- my song on ur book?
- my art on ur sketch pad?

if these things u wont be able to keep
what then is left there for me....

If

2008-01-02T15:13:00.001+08:00

if there is just a way to take ur pain and make it mine
if there is just a word to pacify your mind
if there is just a cure to stop your bleeding heart
if there is just a reason to justify the past
if there is just a hand to hold you when ur cold
if there is just a note to complete our song
if there is just ...
if there is just ...

but...

i just have myself, my soul and my heart...
i will love you forever..no matter what....

Crazy Love

2008-01-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

love is blind that lover's cannot see
i dont think this still holds true...maybe
coz i know a woman loves an ugly man
when she see how big is his bank account

if u love sum1 then set him free
if he comes back, then he is meant to be
then you realize how ironic it can be
when he comes back at the age of 70!

when sum1 shuts a door, a window will open
question is, if the window shuts too, will the chimney open?
santa then will not be happy
with plenty people passing thru the chimney?

it is better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all?
don't they know how much its gonna cost
to find sum1 getting lost after he fall?

sorry...

2008-01-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

the man asked the boy what does he want
the boy replied with nothing...
the man saw the sadness in his face
sat with him and talk...

"u might find me a stranger
but never worry, never fear
i am but a man who just care enough
to know what is inside ur little heart."

the little boy smiled and took a deep look at him
it took some time before he speak
"mister, u were once a little boy, right?"
the man nodded yes.... and waited for the next word

but there was silence and deep breaths...

"did u made a mistake today?
or hurt sum1 or got into a fight?"
the man asked the little child
the little boy just shook his head...

the man saw tears begin to flow from his eyes
he hugged the little boy, and say "its ok...."
"even me as a big man makes mistakes too
just be honest to admit it and say sorry too"

"mister, will my mom accept my sorry?"
"of course she will my little one
if there is one person on earth who understands it all
its gonna be your mom."

is this you?

2008-01-02T15:08:00.001+08:00

your eyes... red in tears, your smile almost faded
your voice can hardly speak, your senses twitched
weak, yeah you are weak
you let your weakness eat you
numb? you pretend to be numb

u wanted everyone to call u a fool
u wanted them to humiliate you
is this really you? is this really you?
oh, its not you...its not you

as far as i know, you're the son of zeus
a leader from the start
show them, move them
break walls and barriers around

u wanted everyone to worship you
u wanted them to call you master
is this really you? is this really you?
oh its not you.... its not you

as far as i know,you're the son of aphro
a leader with a heart
you showed them love
and worthy to be loved

yes this is you...yes this is you!

i love you . . .

2008-01-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

I love you....
not because i need sum1 to love
but because you showed me how life can be empty
without you around...

I love you....
not because of your voice
but because you had spoken and heard
what others failed to hear from me...

I love you....
not because you had helped me
but because you taught me on helping others
without expecting anything back...

I love you....
not because you are funny with your stupid jokes
but because you had made me laugh
despite the storm in my life...

I love u.....
and no one can change that
despite distance, despite time, despite race
despite love.....

Life of a Spammer

2008-01-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

i am but a lurker.... just reading posts
but then i realized, what the heck!
my english is good, so why not post?

i started with smileys smile.gif and little replies
now i do more that just saying hi
my reason has sense, so why not write?

then i started counting my posts
50's 100's 200's 1000 almost
my rank was increasing....y stop? ^^

i started digging up topics
its what i call bacon and a spam
forum mods run after me
after i had sworn ^^

never did it stopped me
to spam or not to spam
i got addicted to write
it says who i am

i begin to comment on mods
i begin to piss some posters
invaded all forum sections
now i got a WARN!

topics started closing
discussion ended flaming
i just laugh at what happened
#@$^^&^*&*&^@#$!#!@$
MY ACCOUNT WAS BANNED!

stay

2008-01-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

stay...
coz it is here where u are meant to be
stay...
coz it is here where u are close to me

stay...
coz i need sum1 to kiss tonight
stay...
coz i need sum1 to hug so tight

stay...
coz with u beside me, i feel so safe
stay...
coz with u i forgot to hate

stay...
coz ur hand makes me so warm
stay...
coz ur smile makes me so calm

stay...
coz the rain had start falling
stay...
coz the pain is now healin'

stay...just stay...

my funny valentine

2008-01-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

isn't valentine a special day
to spend with sum1 u love?
how funny, how crazy
how this love can ever be

you were sumplace else
with candle lights and wine
taking care of other people
making every couple smile

i, too was sumplace else
munching chocolates
counting roses...
getting myself lost in time

at the end of the day
i got so tired, u got so exhausted
a simple kiss could have taken it away
a simple hug is enough to stay

i close my eyes and saw you
taking my hand for a dance
u close ur eyes and saw me
we headbang and we laugh

i guess when people knew each other
the way we do
we dont need to be there when it happens
my funny crazy slurpee valentine

this so called life!

2008-01-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes
we felt problems are too big to handle
hate is too much to control
and we felt bad

walk under the rain, dance with the mist
sing with the wind, hum with the birds
the world is not that complicated
just hold my hand and smile

lay down on the grasses, see the sky
stars are there to cheer us up
even if the night is cold and gloomy
just hold my hand and smile

when schedule seems too tight
and everone is so stressful
asking too much from what u can only give
just hold my hand and smile

before the sun will set
the shadows are there for us
to make us feel we are not alone
and they hold hands like we did

the storm will get over soon
life is too beautiful to waste
time is for us to spend it right
just hold my hand and smile

Awakening

2008-01-01T13:03:00.001+08:00

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why had u awaken me my dear elf?
are u having confusion of your own self?
sumthing bothering your senses?
sumone had summoned all these?

my dear butterfly, so sorry to disturb you
but sumhow i need you to find the truth
take your flight, and seek the facts
tell me everything as you go back

the butterfly went to where she should be
scouring the archives, buzzing with the bee
little by little, she discovers sumthing
this will surely be a great pain

will i tell my elf of all the truth i knew
her bleeding heart had been so true
all the lies, should i unfold?
will she be strong, will she be cold?

This Is For You My Everdearest Friend Ladywine

2008-01-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

I once said, you were my clone, same elf in vine set
never knew i hurted you, thats not what i meant
you stayed in my guild and proven ur self worth
all of our guildmates, wanted to party us both.

You may not know it my li'l sis, am keeping eye on you
checking you from time to time, and watching how u grew
reminding my bravest knight in guild, to stand and protect you
making sure u got a party in every map u go.

If you should die before me, i will tell your great story
if you live to be a hundred, I just want to live til 70 ^^
so I never have to live a life of always forgetting you
true friendship is like sound health
the value of it is seldom known until it is lost...

A friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out
A true friend is the one who speaks the truth, even if it hurts
A real friend doesn't say you are great all time,
but sum1 who says you are wrong when you are wrong
and appreciates the right things u've done.

There are still so much to say, so much to write
but this thinking mind says, "its more than enough!"
coz when you say sumthing to a friend,
no other words completes the phrase of this love.

it is just enough to know, that you are there and i am here
even though we are miles and miles apart....

.....luv u sis!

unspoken

2008-01-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

i love this girl, she amazed me so much
her sweet voice, her smile, her touch
thoughts about her made me crazy
i wanna ask her hand, sum1 i want to marry

i had fought so many guild wars,
i conquered and made them fall
but when i am in front of her,
i get speechless, afraid and all

alas! she was sitting by herself alone
my chance to speak, i entered the room
but before i could get pass thru the door
her friends flocked in and i was pushed to the floor

this is insane, they all laughed at me
OMG, she saw me on my knees
quickly i ran off, hoping to hide
i feel so ashamed deep inside

i need to talk to her and tell her what i feel
breath in, breath out, all this i will tell
i love you with all of my heart,
and i swear we will never part

but what if i can't speak again
when i am already in front of her
letter, yeah i will make a letter
so just in case i cant speak, i will hand it to her.

days had passed, i never saw her again
in her usuall place, i waited in vain
where are you my love, where are u now?
i need to speak to you, and tell u my vow

found her friend, courageously i asked
where is your friend, i never saw her lately
a tear had dropped and there was silence
she held and my hand and answered

she told me she likes you so much
and was always waiting for a day to speak to you
but... i guess that will not happen anymore
she passed away due to heart failure

oh no!!! why o why???
why do you u have to take my love away?

here i am, but i was too late

... my words left unspoken
... my letter never sent

the butterfly did not leave...

2008-01-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

the butterfly did not leave...
she just flew around
do u remember it was you
who first shunned ur door to her?
....and placed a wall
and never talked.

yes she is up high
and yes she is busy
...very busy

with life
with work
with broader scope of responsibilities

she cant turn them down
she was never gone
she is just there, patiently waiting
silently flying....

everyday you saw her, are u sure it was her?
for that butterfly never ignored u
even from the first time she said
"sir, can u help me!"

the buttefly never left
she just flew around.....

hear the wispher with the wind....

hear her melancholic heart

....weeping after reading what u wrote

enigma

2008-01-01T10:43:00.000+08:00

melancholic tune...the feeling of loneliness
as my heart had shattered into pieces
numbness ripping my sanity
the shadow of despair swallowed me....

amidst the darkness, i am hearing a voice
he keeps talking, but never really understood
i felt like a living dead, staring blankly in space
disgruntled, lost in a maze

the voice tapped my shoulder and never left me
he recalls all what he had been thru, he was more like me
then i saw a single tear dropped from his eye
which he tried to hide away....

there was silence......

he took my hand and and take me sumwhere
streaks of light gushed thru the darkness
magical it seems, i felt very light
my fairy wings flipped, ready for the flight.

the greens of noria, the warmness of lorencia
the wonders of icarus, the beauty of atlans
i closed my eyes as he held my hand
when i woke up i was in the magnificient davias land.

it was already sunset, the journey almost ends
the voice took my hand, gave a small golden box and said
"I picked up all the broken pieces when it shattered as you cried"
He smiled at me and waved goodbye till he fades....
...inside the box was my heart....newly repaired!

could have been...

2008-01-01T10:11:00.001+08:00

Could have been so beautiful
to give you a hug and a kiss a day,
could have been so wonderful
to just see your face each day...

Could this be just an elven tale?
A dream, a fantasy....
Could you be for real?
A never-ending story...

In whatever way, mu world defines it
I do know our hearts do sing one song
In whatever map that would make us meet
I do know our love will take us in my davias home....

A dwelling place, for both lost souls
Claimed sanctuary of two ill-fated hearts
A place they call their own
Simplified with nature artifacts....

The heart now speaketh, its own language...
The song now plays its own tune...

Could have been so beautiful
to be just be with you today,
could have been so wonderful
to love you everyday...

love in MU (noobwars server)

2008-01-01T09:43:00.001+08:00

a soulmaster once approached me
offered hearts of love for friendship
i did accept and he offered more
chaoses, blesses, souls and jols

..... and he begged for my love,

then a magic gladiator once partied me
with his spells in arena, orcs fall to knee
so great was the xp, he partied me again
he says he's falling in love with my buffin'

.... and he too begged for my love,

til one day, i met this blade knight
a true gentleman, with pride and honor
who fought for all the enemies in sight
saves me all the time, from drakkans and more!

.... but he did not begged for my love,

we wandered the enchantment of noria
telling how great is mu world
to swim in atlans, to fly in icarus
to fight in blood castle, just for a chaos

.... still he did not begged for my love

the soulmaster, now sends a message
the magic gladiator, now wants to party
but i am now with the blade knight today
whom shall i go with, please help me?

shall i go for jewels and all its splendor?
shall i go for experience with the gladiator?
or shall i go for the knight that never begged for my love
...... yet loves me even more?

i am but a simple muse elf....
....confused as of the moment...